I Must

Some day soon, everything will come out. I'm not sure how it will be received, but that is merely the collateral damage. It's something I have to do for myself...for my life. If I don't, I'll live in wondering what could have been and I can't do that. I know myself too well to say I wouldn't still think about it all the time. I would. And that's why I have to do what I have to do. I'm determined to live a life like Peter -- he didn't always do the right thing, but he was always faithful and always obedient. I must be the same.